音時雨 ~Regentropfen~

♢ 絶望なんかしません

Someone said I looked stressful yesterday. Really? I myself know for sure I was not. But why others thought so? In this sense I might be, as to keep a poker face is always one of my life style mottoes.
Perhaps it's because the unknown (?) virus invaded me over the past week and almost drained up all my HP. At least my hard working immune system managed to annihilate them and thus I didn't end up with being another source of biohazard.
The nature is the most mysterious! No need to explain further. Every such time I strongly feel it, and appreciate that as a single and independent unit, my system is running well.
↓ Twisted 18+ contents. Hover at your own risk.
Meanwhile, I also tend to think about the opposite. That a single base change could result a completely different life being. In the wild world, they are most likely being discarded and soon return to the earth. While in the more advanced homo sapiens realm, they're protected as long as it's possible. However, for quite a lot of times I keep thinking, is there a reason for that? Depending on the situation, it's absolutely a worth-doing if the targets are only affected in the physical body; limbs can be replaced, brains can't. But if that's the very very important "mind-sphere" got interrupted irreversibly? It's not Sci-Fi, we can't yet restore body functions at this level, why waste time and energy for them? Just because they're born as a person? Try to think from the malfunctioning one's view -- here I have to overcome that they might not even be able to think -- with a human form, but a not-more-complicated-than-any-single-cellular-organism life. Nothing won't be fun without a good brain, and by the end their existence is merely helping researchers to reach for the yet-still-far-away goal of being an ultra-saviour. In this sense, even cyanobacteria has a more meaningful life span! By keep doing such anti-nature things the currently only-one earth is going to be unbalanced day by day.
So that why Sibyl System only stores human brains is reasonable. << no, I'm never intending to have a dark comedy.
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As to think for other possible reasons:

死にゲー祭り!! (゚∀゚#)

Yomawari clear! And htoL#NiQ Hotaru no Nikki clear!
Both are quite short in story, but still cost plenty of time till the very end. I (perhaps most others) simply kept dying and retrying.
Yomawari's ending theme is a true beauty, which must have deceived lots of people buying it. I'm happy with that game though -- experiencing all the silent time in Silent Hill series, I won't complain anything regarding to its BGM-less-ness.
Even it's a game in which players are supposed to die a lot, the loading is fairly quick, and every item you got is auto-saved so you can just get everything by piling up your bodies. The sound effects and the stamina system were both realistic (I think my running status would be similar to that in real world). Anyway, Alice is cute. Cute girls in a horror game (like Zero series), which is enough to satisfy me.
Plus this is a death game, I like this type (that I did all Ao-Oni versions!).
↓ Some "sweet" memories:
The more I look at him, the more I hate dogs. lol
The so Silent-Hill-otherworld-ish moment!
She does show a cute face.
As I said before, I want such a cushion~
The Path of 1000 Torii (Moe-Mode)
Die!! XDD
↑ If they all happen in the real world, I'll of course be scared.
Later on, as the person who streamed his Yomawari gameplay mentioned, that although he didn't expect Yomawari didn't have a real bad end, anyone who wanted an even darker story should try htoL#NiQ, which was a way of self-killing. So after seeing the moe-moe Mion-chan, I couldn't resist to step into that fantastic ruin.
However, the first impression of this game I had was "what? you can do back-touch on PSV?" << Apparently I never read my PSV's user manual. ^^;
Yet the back touch was too hard to control, so I switched and stick to type-B.
And the first thing made me to get a screen capture was... a corpse!
Corpse x4...
Corpses again... let's have a corpse party!
The traumatic stages... of course they belong to the two irritating mini-mazes!
While noticed many people compared this to Limbo, I got curious too and took a look at it. The result was, I could save some money as I'm not interested in controlling a shota at all.
Again, cute is justice!
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A long, long way to rank S in Code: Veronica

Only do Silent Hill when you're in a bright mood, as it may decrease your lightness. But you can do Biohazard at any time, as it always gets your mental state more delightful. And the very best action I like is, to shot down the dog with one handgun bullet, and then stab it to death. Nothing can be more joyful. Annoying things should just go to hell! (← Dark soul full open.)
Trying to revenge the rank E I got after my first time play, I did it over the last weekend. My memory wasn't clear yet in the second time, especially toward the end. At the end, out of my expectation that I'd spent like 6 hours, I actually spent 7 hours and half!! @@
How evil is Code Veronica! But looking at the B rank, you'll know how tough it was for the first time players.
Not only the route is long. Some difficult stages, like Tyrant 2nd, Nosferatu, hunters, and Alexia 1st. So many instant deaths. And aiming for the S rank meaning NO SAVE within 4 hours and half.
Thinking about I got S after 8 rounds in Biohazard 3, Veronica still has a long way to go. u_u
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Just watched Steins;Gate 0's PV. I wish they could animate it! As I'm an even worse novel game players than being a horror/action player.
(It shouldn't be the end as I feel like there's still something I need to write, but can't recall it right now..)
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